How will it be?

For now, the times are fresh and merry
For now, the days seem to rush by
For now, life's sweet as plum and cherry
For now you don't have a reason to cry

But how will it be when times are slow?
How will it be then, how will it be?

For now you may seem to have it all
For now you may fail to understand
For now you may think you tower tall
For now you think you will forever stand

But how will it be when you lay down low?
Hoe will it be then, how will it be ?

For now you may have friends, too many
For now you may have all the money
For now you don't keep track of any
For now you spend all, penny by penny

But how will it be when friends say no?
How will it be then, how will it be?

For now, you don't care about the next
For now you seem to live like a king
For now, future for you is just a text
For now, you don't care what tomorrow will bring

But how will it be when tomorrow says hello?
How will it be then, how will it be?

Autumn Of my Life

The picture that was once new and bright
Is now colored in a golden brown hue
The corners that were once bold and tight
Have started to fray, they are no longer new

All of this, as I face the first autumn of my life

Every fresh dream that was there is now dead
Scattered in corners waiting to be thrown
My memories are stale,old books that were never read
I walk alone going from unknown to unknown

All of this, as I face the first autumn of my life

The winds of change have gone a little more cold
The nights are chill and lonely, the days are dull
I discover facets I had never known, never told
Every time I strain my ears, all I hear is a silent lull

All of this, as I face the first autumn of my life

As the winds make me shiver a little more
As I all I joined starts to tear,starts to fray
As my dreams die, my wound grows a little sore
Makes me feel this autumn, it's here to stay

My...Not,,

My silence is not my weakness
I just wait for you to hear it
My love is not my madness
I just wait for you to feel it
My wait for you is not my solace
I just wait for you to look back
My loneliness is not my fault
I just left the others for you
My sorrow is not my grief
I gladly gave my joys to you
My wounds are not my pain
I never cried while you gave them
My future is not mine anymore
I always thought about your ’s first
My time is not mine anymore
I never got any that was free from you
My dreams are not free now
It’s the only place where you find time
My smile is not for others now
I always save it for you in case you look
My tears are not my choice
I just wait for you to see them
My death is not my will
I live each second to live a second with you

Each Heartbeat At A Time

Though we might not the best each day each time
We'll be better , each time when we realize
Though we might not be able to keep up with the rest
We'' take it slowly, each heartbeat at a time

Though we might not have a palace to live in
We'll make every house a home, you and me
Though others might have more, we'll have enough
We'll make it worth, each heartbeat at a time

Though I might not be there every time you cry
I'll always be there each time to make you smile
Though we might have some rough roads ahead
We'll drive slow, each heartbeat at a time

Though I might not be able to give you everything
I'll always be there , I'll always be by your side
Though sometimes we'll not be there to see each other
We'll still be there, each heartbeat at a time

Burning Still

There was once a fire that you set ablaze

A fire inside me, a fire that was new to me

You wanted the heat, I kept on burning

You wanted the light, I kept on shining



When you were warn enough, you went away

But the fire still remains, I am burning still



All those nights, all the times when it was dark

I was near you, you were never alone at night

You were asleep ,for you I kept on burning

You were alone , for you I kept on shining



When it was bright day, you went away

But the fire remains, I am burning still



There were times that you had no one around

I did my best, my flames tried to make you happy

Though it hurt me a bit, I kept on burning

Though it was not my choice, I kept on shining



When you found your friends, you went away

But the fire remains, I am burning still



There was a time when you liked the sparks

There was a time when you loved the glow

For that happiness, I kept on burning

For that glow, I kept on shining



When ashes remained, you went away

But the fire remains, see , I am burning still