My...Not,,

My silence is not my weakness
I just wait for you to hear it
My love is not my madness
I just wait for you to feel it
My wait for you is not my solace
I just wait for you to look back
My loneliness is not my fault
I just left the others for you
My sorrow is not my grief
I gladly gave my joys to you
My wounds are not my pain
I never cried while you gave them
My future is not mine anymore
I always thought about your ’s first
My time is not mine anymore
I never got any that was free from you
My dreams are not free now
It’s the only place where you find time
My smile is not for others now
I always save it for you in case you look
My tears are not my choice
I just wait for you to see them
My death is not my will
I live each second to live a second with you